Mountains beyond Mountains

I try so hard to fit in with people in my grade, but I always come off as an awkward asshole. I’ve never truly been a social person, and to be honest I have only recently started branching out to new groups of people. Getting to this point has made me so bitter though, as my sense of humor is becoming more and more cruel to people who dont deserve it. It seems the only way to climb the social ladder is become someone you are not, and talk shit about other peoples inferiority. I really care about people a lot more than they think, and although they can be unpleasant sometimes, I’m just as bad. I feel that it would be best if just started treating kindly, and if I can’t do that, I could at least be honest with them. Soon I’ll barely see most of these ever again, and I don’t want to leave a bad impression.

thugprofound:

It’s possible that I may put too much weight on people’s taste in music.

(Source: palisada)